Apathetic Nihilist PrayerApathetic Nihilist Code:Apathetic Nihilist Prayer
The apathetic Nihilist is a pessimistic realist who looks at teenage anarchists- and finds himself laughing. Drop the animosity, it's a faceless immaturity proving only the absurdity of young in-sociability. Your selfish avidity is an awkward abnormality like fighting anonymity- when that's always been trendy. If you want to earn a history and lose your young ambiguity- then bury that insecurity and draw the sword for villainy. An Evolution for every Revolution. You'll prove your sensibility and increase Human productivity when your art becomes
Flesh feels like needlesFlesh feels like a thousand pins and needles. Skin crawling up along the tiniest hairs. Your goosed guts swollen, face frozen, apathetic dread. Embrazement of your testament to life brings contentment in the form of resentment. You tempt, you repent, but you'll never relent. You tell me your strong.Flesh feels like needles
I laugh: 'Your wrong.'
I left them bothI left them both to an inky black apathy. I left them both when they were caught within a web of lies within a jungle of contradictions sprouting out of a endless sea of self loathing. I left them both drowning, fighting against the riptide I left them dragging, spitting, spluttering, clawing, screaming, crying out in voices like cowardice, hopelessness.I left them both
Against the overflowing-unceasing-unstoppable-inescapable-assault of every thought-imagination-creation-explanation and exaggeration that they carried like plague. I left them gasping, choking, sufficating, rattling, face red, blood tear crying with their useless slack-jaw
